Scary Solo Night Scuba Dive

This dive is approx. 20 min. in duration. I just started diving this year. My brother in law and I took my 34ft Tolly sedan motor yacht into Puget Sound and tied the bow off to a marked dive buoy 500 yards due south off the SE tip of Whidbey Island. I entered the water from the stern of the boat. The current on the surface was ripping at 3.5 knots so I had Arvin pull me to the bow with a rope. He couldnt make the swim on his own against the strong current even when entering the water from the midship and attempting to swim to the bow, so I went down alone. This dive shows me taking an 84ft solo decent into 48 degree water and in complete darkness down to a ship wrecked 120ft wooden ferry boat. You will see exactly what I saw on this dive as my camera is attached to my mask. (F.Y.I Once I reach the bottom of the buoy rope, you will see total darkness for a few min. while I add air to my BC in order to establish nuetral buoyancy..sorry about that- I should have been adding air to my BC on the long way down "I'm still learning") NOTE: Right after I follow a small rock perch, I realize i'm lost and panic try's to set in. You will here my breathing rate accelerate faster and faster, because I got lost only 5ft from the buoy rope and spent the next 12min. trying to find the exit rope again. I knew that surfacing anywhere but from the dive buoy rope meant not knowing where I would be once I reached the surface and possibly being swept by the current far away from my boat into the shipping lanes of Puget Sound. (I now carry a small spare air tank and have a much more powerful dive light, and will not be night diving alone anymore.) (The reason you see me stop twice on the way back up: I perform two decompression stops on the way back up, one at 40ft and one at 15ft)